If i could laugh

i will

LAUGH LOUDLY

i even try to smile. But i cant.

Tired of living here.

ooh mom. :'(

Buka mata, buka hati.

Assalamualaikum. Bismillah.

Buka mata.

Buka hati.

Supaya kau boleh melihat kebenaran.

Kau menentukan hidup kau.

Adakah ini yang kau inginkan?

Buka mata.

Buka hati.

Kerana ini hidup kau.

Kau yang menentukan.

InsyaAllah.Ameen.

Welcome Puss and Mini :)

Bismillahirrahmanirahim.

Assalamualaikum all.

And good wild breezy mid nite to all non muslim.

Live in a hole-like place, sleep in the dark room, talk to the back stabber, eat distasteful meal.

Totally make me feel like 'oh, am I still alive?'

Yeah. Sometimes it is cool here. And i feel lucky to be here. Fresh, green and chill.

Having a pet is a good way in order to kill my Sintok-traumatic disorder.

The idea of having a pet was since my first semester.

I try to be a food feeder to all cats around my level. Unforgivably, they act like do know me after their stomach fulled. Oh. Depressed.

I try to search pet shop selling fish or somepets else, but i did not find. And i do not know where the heaven to find that kind of shop.

And, finally I just bury all the idea and continue my dull life.

The last girls and boys out day watching the Puss in boots movie at Jitra Mall was a started of my powwow moment of me and Puss. Puss was too handsome. I just snatched it without thinking. I named it Puss of course because of the cute Puss in that movie. Here comes the Puss :

Wait, Puss's head was in my palm. The upper's one was Mini. Mini was given by my sweet friend Tiz Zakyah and her spouse :)

Thanqs u all by giving Puss the beautiful wife.

Beauty, Be strong !

Bismillahirahmanirrahim,

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah. Sempat juga saya untuk merasai keindahan 1 December 2011. Syukur Tuhan masih panjangkan umur saya hingga ke saat ini. Terima kasih Tuhan.

Beauty, be strong! . Beauty, actually is refer to me my self. And, i dont care if u reader do irritate with my keperasanan nihh. I just trying to give my self sedikit kekuatan. Dan saya dah cuba pelbagai cara seperti senyum di depan cermin. Menyanyi sekuat hati. Lari setempat di dalam bilik. Ketawa secara tiba tiba. Puji diri sendiri. Ye, macam yang baru saya buat tad.

Sebenarnya, sejak semenjak ni saya rasa amatlah down sekali. And i don't know why. banyak perkara pelik berlaku. Dan yang paling ketara dalam masa satu minggu saya dah mengalami tiga kali mimpi yang pelik. Satu darinya saya bermimpi ibarat sedang di seksa. Dan dua lagi saya bermimpi dua orang yang telah tiada. Atuk saya dan juga Ayah kepada kawan baik saya. tetapi, saya lebih senang untuk tidak terlalu memikirkan mengenaia apa maksud mimpi mimpi tersebut. Walaupun kadang kadang ia datang dan membuatkan saya terfikir-fikir.

Dan , saya tiba tiba rasa malas nak type lagi. Insyaallah bersambung.